It's time for another white lie ♥

And I will tell a million more white lies.. ♥
Song: Mr Hudson - White Lies
December 30
Good Evening Ladies and Gents ;-)
I'm hoping that you're all good! I'm sat in my room as I write this, I'm majorly bored and quite pissed off if I must be so honest about things. I feel better about ranting a little about it to Emzii though and I truely cannot wait to go to hers tomorrow, I'm just praying that the trains are running as usual, because if they're not, I could well be screwed for New Years. I'm not a big fan of New Years, I don't usually celebrate it, usually spend it with a friend at their house, last year it was Fran and we both went to watch Twilight before it, good times weee :) Personally I'm not a huge fan of going out to get royally wasted, I drink yes, but I've never been drunk, I don't plan on getting drunk anytime soon, I hate drugs and okay I will smoke now and again if I'm with my smoker friends, but personally none of that crap does anything for me. Don't get me wrong, I love going out (I don't go out often though because I live in the most pathetic place in the whole world) but I don't need alcohol to make me have fun and the impression I get sometimes is that, that's wrong of me.. Surely I'm allowed to want to be a sober person right?
On a brighter note:
Copenhagen - 60 days
Łódź - 74 days
Paris - 105 days
EDIT: To clear things up. I do drink, just not obsessive amounts and when I say I don't plan on getting drunk anytime soon, doesn't mean it will never happen in my lifetime. It means I don't plan on getting drunk all of the time.
I'm hoping that you're all good! I'm sat in my room as I write this, I'm majorly bored and quite pissed off if I must be so honest about things. I feel better about ranting a little about it to Emzii though and I truely cannot wait to go to hers tomorrow, I'm just praying that the trains are running as usual, because if they're not, I could well be screwed for New Years. I'm not a big fan of New Years, I don't usually celebrate it, usually spend it with a friend at their house, last year it was Fran and we both went to watch Twilight before it, good times weee :) Personally I'm not a huge fan of going out to get royally wasted, I drink yes, but I've never been drunk, I don't plan on getting drunk anytime soon, I hate drugs and okay I will smoke now and again if I'm with my smoker friends, but personally none of that crap does anything for me. Don't get me wrong, I love going out (I don't go out often though because I live in the most pathetic place in the whole world) but I don't need alcohol to make me have fun and the impression I get sometimes is that, that's wrong of me.. Surely I'm allowed to want to be a sober person right?
On a brighter note:
Copenhagen - 60 days
Łódź - 74 days
Paris - 105 days
EDIT: To clear things up. I do drink, just not obsessive amounts and when I say I don't plan on getting drunk anytime soon, doesn't mean it will never happen in my lifetime. It means I don't plan on getting drunk all of the time.
More Snow D:
Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude. More snow, so much more snow than we had for Christmas. I really hope though, the trains are still running fine on Thursday as I'm planning to see a friend in Leamington Spa that I haven't seen since April 2008 O__O.
Sock Thief
Ah this video makes me chuckle, it's taken from when I stayed a week with Bee, I completely forgot that she recorded this whilst it was happening, so to see it now just gives me the giggles. Her little pooch Nik has a fetish for socks and removing them from your foot if you allow him to do so, which obviously I did ;-D Bee is the one speaking clearly in the video and I'm the one mumbling something, even I don't know what I'm saying :-S fail my accent I guess? Obviously it's my foot too (:
Painting..
Digging through a pile of stuff in my room that I removed from under my bed, I just found a whole A2 sized folder, filled entirely with my artwork from school and college. I did alot of paintings in school due to the heavy demand of art work I had to produce for my final year, I found the painting that earned me an A in my exams. Personally I'm quite proud of it, it's just sad that I don't really like painting, I don't have the patience with mixing paints, I much prefer drawing to be perfectly honest. Let me know what you think of my painting, it's A2 sized and it took me about 36 hours to complete..

Christmas Day
Merry Christmas!
Hope you've all had a great day so far and that you'll all have a great evening too! I'm happy with the gifts I got (especially the money :P) and I hope everyone is happy with their gifts too, I know my little pooch was, he loves opening gifts, especially when they're for him. He's seriously too cute at times <3


Christmas Eve
First of all, Merry Christmas to all of you, my friends that celebrate Christmas today instead of tomorrow like the UK (where I live), the USA and some others countries. I would love to name you all but I know I'll miss someone out, so I know you know who you are (you're all on my Twitter list). Anyway, today I was working, like a lot of people do on Christmas eve, then went out for lunch with Deb, Michelle and my mum, which was yummy ;D I also received my Christmas card from Peyton today and OMG I love it, it's so cute! She added our personal jokes into it and the silly little nicknames we have for one another! Don't ask where the nicknames come from, we have some extremely strange convos on MSN with each other, let alone when we're actually hanging out ;) I really cannot wait for February and March when I'll be staying with her twice and going to two Tokio Hotel concerts with her! Exciting!!
Once again, Merry Christmas :) ♥♥♥


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Once again, Merry Christmas :) ♥♥♥


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Snow, glorious snow!
I've been whining all week about how there has been no snow at my house and now FINALLY we have snow, apparently it's been snowing for a couple of hours or more than that but I've been too busy hiding in my room and putting up tinsel to even look out of my window. I haven't bothered to open my curtains. Oh I hope the snow stays for Christday Day on Friday, I don't remember the last white Christmas I experienced!


Pizza
I LOVE a good old pizza from the fabulous PIZZA HUT! Nom nom nom! Not the best idea to eat it at 11.30pm though, but I have no other choice! Yum yum yummy this going in my tummy!


Emi Und Petton
This picture has me giggling everytime I see it. It's taken from the week I stayed in London with my friend Peyton and in all fairness, we look like total freaks, aliens in fact! I'm tempted to print it out and frame it on my bedroom wall though! ;-)

RiRi
This woman. Nom nom nom. FIT.


Captcha
HAHA. Oh this amused me (being a Tokio Hotel fan, you can see why), I was just commenting my friends blog and was in the middle of typing in the captcha code and Gustav was on it.. hehe.. so easily amused ;-P

Rihanna On Jonathon Ross
RiRi was on Friday Night With Jonathon Ross last night and I can definitely say that she is my favourite female artist! I've heard so many bad things about the kind of person that is, but judging from the interview she gave, followed by a spectacular performance, she seems pretty down to earth to me. There's not alot of celebs that will joke about. I love this woman. Did I also mention that she looks absoloutely stunning? There's one thing about this woman that I envy and that's her body ;-)
Part 1.
Part 2.
Performance. Russian Roulette.
You can see my heart beating... You can see it through my chest...
Snow.
Snow glorious snow! Yes, we have a teeny weeny bit of snow at work (yet none at home) and it makes stuff look alot more Christmasy, though it's begining to melt (if it hasn't done so already) so it's a pittyful amount )-: I'd love to just have a white Christmas for once in the UK, it's rare for us to have snow for Christmas, it usually arrives in January or February :-/ Anyway, this mornings snow at work...

Wishing for a white Christmas...
Gaga's Royal Variety Performance
Slowly but surely, I'm being made the Gaga fan I once was again, maybe it's because she's not plastered everywhere anymore here in the UK (e.g. the newest thing in showbiz). Last night the Royal Variety Performance 2009 was on ITV and Gaga was one of the performers, performing Speechless.. Not entirely sure about the outfit she wore, but the performance is pure, so so pure.
World Behind My Wall
There's not many words I have for this video and I say this in a good way, watching it just makes me smile, seeing Bill smile so much is just a contagious thing, any of those boys smiling makes me smile (-: I love it!
Done & Dusted baby!
To Do List:
- Buy Christmas presents.
- Write Christmas cards.
- Wrap bought presents.
- Put up Christmas tree.
- Sit on the sofa and RELAX.
Yep, that's right kiddos! I've finished ALL of my Christmas shopping, I've wrapped ALL of the Christmas presents that I've bought for my Mother, Father, brother and dog. I love buying gifts for Christmas, it's just sad that I'm not some multi millionaire or something so that I could buy SO MUCH more! My headache (that I had from yesterday evening) has finally gone, so I am finally writing this and I am currently watching The City. The video to Tokio Hotel's new single 'World Behind My Wall' is supposed to debut today, but it's not up yet and it's only a couple of hours left until midnight, but they're always slow ;-) so it's expected. Today I had another doctors appointment where I had the first of my 3 cervical cancer jabs, the next one is in 2 months time and then the following one after that will be around June time.. My arm is aching from it a little :-/ but oh well.. I'm not even sure what this post is supposed to be about XD LOL.
I'm feeling a bit insane ;D
- Buy Christmas presents.
- Write Christmas cards.
- Wrap bought presents.
- Put up Christmas tree.
- Sit on the sofa and RELAX.
Yep, that's right kiddos! I've finished ALL of my Christmas shopping, I've wrapped ALL of the Christmas presents that I've bought for my Mother, Father, brother and dog. I love buying gifts for Christmas, it's just sad that I'm not some multi millionaire or something so that I could buy SO MUCH more! My headache (that I had from yesterday evening) has finally gone, so I am finally writing this and I am currently watching The City. The video to Tokio Hotel's new single 'World Behind My Wall' is supposed to debut today, but it's not up yet and it's only a couple of hours left until midnight, but they're always slow ;-) so it's expected. Today I had another doctors appointment where I had the first of my 3 cervical cancer jabs, the next one is in 2 months time and then the following one after that will be around June time.. My arm is aching from it a little :-/ but oh well.. I'm not even sure what this post is supposed to be about XD LOL.
I'm feeling a bit insane ;D
I'm Tagged...
Damn it. I've been tagged. My lovely Jeanette tagged me on this question thing on her blog, so now I've had to do it as I was one of the ones she challenged. The 3 people I tag in this, have got to do it too, so here it goes!
3 things I remember, as if it was yesterday:
- Any Tokio Hotel adventures I've had, including the UK Street Team ones (e.g. Meet Up's, Concert & 2008 EMA's, meeting them & getting autographs).
- The times I've spent in London at Peyton's house & the jokes we've shared.
- Random things from when I was little like my Halloween party & being a Daddy's girl.
3 things I don't like:
- Deep water.
- Jellyfish,Octopus,Squid.
- Arguing with my friends.
3 things I like:
- Joking around & having a complete laugh.
- Music.
- Sweet & thoughtful people.
3 blogs I visit daily:
- Peyton
- Sora
- Jeanette
3 songs I listen to lately:
- Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
- Rihanna - Russian Roulette
- Tokio Hotel - Down On You
3 tv-shows I'm following:
- Gavin & Stacey
- Waterloo Road
- Eastender (sort of)
3 bloggers I'll challenge:
- Peyton
- Bee
- Sora
And to finish my post off, I leave you with my badly edited picture below by myself... (Tom fans looks away xD)
3 things I remember, as if it was yesterday:
- Any Tokio Hotel adventures I've had, including the UK Street Team ones (e.g. Meet Up's, Concert & 2008 EMA's, meeting them & getting autographs).
- The times I've spent in London at Peyton's house & the jokes we've shared.
- Random things from when I was little like my Halloween party & being a Daddy's girl.
3 things I don't like:
- Deep water.
- Jellyfish,Octopus,Squid.
- Arguing with my friends.
3 things I like:
- Joking around & having a complete laugh.
- Music.
- Sweet & thoughtful people.
3 blogs I visit daily:
- Peyton
- Sora
- Jeanette
3 songs I listen to lately:
- Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
- Rihanna - Russian Roulette
- Tokio Hotel - Down On You
3 tv-shows I'm following:
- Gavin & Stacey
- Waterloo Road
- Eastender (sort of)
3 bloggers I'll challenge:
- Peyton
- Bee
- Sora
And to finish my post off, I leave you with my badly edited picture below by myself... (Tom fans looks away xD)

Christmas Meal
Hello!
Last night was my Christmas party with everyone that I work with in the hairdressers that my mother owns but I guess you could say it was more of a meal rather than a party, though saying that, it was also a Christmas party too. We went out to the Puzzle Tree restaurant in Brecon and had a Mexican, which I've never had before but everything seems to involve meat and I'm not really a meat eater, I just don't like the taste of it. In the end however, I did decided on a New York Styled Burger :) It wasn't bad, had way too much salad and the burger was the size of Everest! I have to admit though, I began to feel sick half way through it due to the meat. Blegh. I was on the alcohol though, not that it ever appears to do much for me, I had my usual JD and Coke before having some lovely Tequila (without the nasty salt and lemon, that's just rank, the drink alone is so much better) followed by some Vodka and Orange. I'm not a big drinker, personally don't understand the point in getting wasted, I don't need the alcohol to have fun ;-) I saw a girl I used to go to school with and dragged (not literally) her into a photo with me and Michelle, so it's all gravy on my end!
It was a nice night out :)
Last night was my Christmas party with everyone that I work with in the hairdressers that my mother owns but I guess you could say it was more of a meal rather than a party, though saying that, it was also a Christmas party too. We went out to the Puzzle Tree restaurant in Brecon and had a Mexican, which I've never had before but everything seems to involve meat and I'm not really a meat eater, I just don't like the taste of it. In the end however, I did decided on a New York Styled Burger :) It wasn't bad, had way too much salad and the burger was the size of Everest! I have to admit though, I began to feel sick half way through it due to the meat. Blegh. I was on the alcohol though, not that it ever appears to do much for me, I had my usual JD and Coke before having some lovely Tequila (without the nasty salt and lemon, that's just rank, the drink alone is so much better) followed by some Vodka and Orange. I'm not a big drinker, personally don't understand the point in getting wasted, I don't need the alcohol to have fun ;-) I saw a girl I used to go to school with and dragged (not literally) her into a photo with me and Michelle, so it's all gravy on my end!
It was a nice night out :)




I decorated my food before I ate ;)

Boredom can hit you when waiting to the bill..


Oh man what was I thinking!?
Giftage!
Finally, I've received my Secret Santa gift from one of the members on the Tokio Hotel UK Street Team. I'm saying finally as if mine is very late, but it's not, I've just been desperate to know who I've got and my God I am so tempted to open it before I head out for my Christmas Party for work. I want to wait until Christmas day until I open it, but I'm not sure I have the will power to prevent myself from opening it sooner. I guess we'll have to wait see ;-)

What the...?
Okay so today at work, I was listening to the radio and on comes Jay-Z' new song featuring Mr. Hudson - Young Forever and I couldn't help but think it sounded like something else, another song that I knew. It wasn't until I listened to the whole of it that I realised who it sounded like, Bushido featuring Karel Gott - Für Immer Jung. Tell me I'm wrong if you must, but take a second to listen to both of the chorus' of the songs below.. They're so so so alike.
Young Forever (Jay-Z ft. Mr.Hudson)
Für Immer Jung (Bushido ft. Karel Gott)
Doctors
AFTERNOON!
So this morning I had my doctors appointment, basically to check up on me and make sure there's been no side effects to my medication ect.. All is fine apart from the fact I'm on even more pills now, I feel like a total medical junke :) I have another appointment on Monday at lunch time for the Cervical Cancer jab, which I haven't yet had as I'm not in education anymore (aka college or school), as I work now. Apparently there's two types and I'm getting the more expensive one, which is fine by me because it has more evidence behind it :-P Anyway.. Back to work I guess? Bluh.
So this morning I had my doctors appointment, basically to check up on me and make sure there's been no side effects to my medication ect.. All is fine apart from the fact I'm on even more pills now, I feel like a total medical junke :) I have another appointment on Monday at lunch time for the Cervical Cancer jab, which I haven't yet had as I'm not in education anymore (aka college or school), as I work now. Apparently there's two types and I'm getting the more expensive one, which is fine by me because it has more evidence behind it :-P Anyway.. Back to work I guess? Bluh.
Eczema
Guys! I need some help (not mentally, that's impossible!), I'm having a little difficulty with the itchiness of the eczema I have that's appeared on my elbow and on the back of my neck again. They're only tiny patches, but they itch like crazy and I don't have a clue what to put on them, it's more my elbow that's the problem, I stratched it to the point where it bled a little and it's too sore to continue scratching. Has anyone got any suggestions on what I can use to put on it to stop it? (Please bare in mind though, that I live in the UK) The more suggestions, the better please!
HELP D=
P.s. Is anyone else getting ridiculous amounts of mail from LiveJournal recently? My inbox is spammed with the rubbish.
Nighty, xx
P.s. Is anyone else getting ridiculous amounts of mail from LiveJournal recently? My inbox is spammed with the rubbish.
Nighty, xx
Secret Santa...
I'm actually on time for Christmas this year, I'm shocked at myself! Everything is usually left entirely to the very last minute before Christmas. Once again I am taking part in the Tokio Hotel UK Street Team Secret Santa.. I took part last year as well, but sadly my gift didn't even reach my person I had, which is a major sucky thing when one can't afford to send another to replace it :( Anyway, I'm happy with what I've got my person this year and seeing as the theme is glitter/sparkly, I think mine fits in perfectly! So, to the person I have, I hope that you like the gift when you open it on Christmas Day (do NOT open before.. bad egg!).

The silver bits are glittery & around the eyes..


Cute little butterfly I got myself for 50p!
I'm a Free Bitch baby
I think, that after tonight's performance of "Bad Romance" by Lady Gaga on the X Factor, I have been converted back into a fan of hers, though "Paparazzi" is never going to be in my book of songs I like. Ever. Her performance tonight was one of the best I've seen by her, even if the massive bath tub with a shower if really confusing lol, I actually really enjoyed it, especially as she pretty much shouted the line 'I'm a free bitch baby'. That was just truly epic.. SO! Well done Gaga for converting me back, might just see if I can get to one of her shows in March perhaps when she tours the United Kingdom ;)
British Outback
Yep, I live in what I refer to as the outback of the United Kingdom! I literally live in the middle of nowhere, even if I am around 2 miles from my nearest supermarket (Co-Op = Lame) but on the way to work yesterday, it was super cold and ice, which just reminded me of where Twilight is set, in Forks, Washington. I took a picture in the car, I lack in brains before 9am, so excuse the dashboard LOL.

Do you see what I mean, or have I officially gone cuckoo?

Cash Cash
I'm absoloutely obsessed with this song and it's because of Bee playing it again when I stayed at her house on the weekend. It's Cash Cash - Party In Your Bedroom for you guys that take a listen and decide you like it too :)
So what's your opinion on it? :)
Polska - Fanzone
I'm so excited and I really really really can't hide it right now but who could blame me? Tokio Hotel fans will understand why I'm excited.. My fanzone tickets for Poland arrived today! They're so so pretty that I want to just sit and stroke them like some sort of mad man with an obsession for wanting to stroke things HAHA! Anyway, who else is going to the concert in Lodz, Poland? Drop me a comment to let me know if you're coming too :)

And just for the complete LOLZ, I bring you Tom and Georg...



